My dog died today. I am very sad. I feel like this should be it. Bad news always comes in 3 so this is my 3rd bad news in as many months. I do feel like I am about to fall apart. I wonder about my strength. Why do I need to be strong. Why do I need to be stronger. What am I being prepared for? I can only hope for a silver lining, I just hope it comes before my death. I am preparing my whole life for what? I think about my trials and how regardless of my faithfulness and my dedication to my kids and God and my spouse, life is not without hardships or trials or sadness.
So I continue to pray and have hope. Giving up is not an option. Hope is the only thing that I can continue to have that cannot be taken away.
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