I was beautiful once

I was beautiful once. I was young, I was thin, my skin tone was even, I had a chest that was perky, I had legs that were toned. I wan't embarrassed to wear a bathing suit in public. I occasionally showed off my stomach. My hair was perfectly one color. My hands were soft. I always dressed nice, never in sweats and  t-shirts. My shoes matched perfectly with my outfits, I always wore makeup not to cover anything up but to embellish my positives.

Now i'm just me. Undesirable to anyone.