Sometimes I feel like there is so much horrible things happening to me that it will continue and my luck will never turn. I hate being a victim but yet I continue to feel that way. I feel like a victim because all the things that have happened to me have been out of my control, things I cannot change. things I have to just roll with. I will eventually get past this and I know that I can eventually heal, but it what condition do I want to heal? Do want to heal and just go back to what I was before, do I want to emerge into a new person, stronger, kinder, more accepting, or do I just want to get past this a start a new path. I do not know.
things have always been like this and perhaps now I am just done with it. You have always been like this and I have been able to handle it but I am done. I am tired of being affected by your decisions.
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