2 things have basically turned my world upside down. 2 things have caused me so much emotional pain that I don't know how to continue to live. I feel like I am frozen in time. I feel as if the pain just gets deeper and deeper and I slowly try to put a wall around it so that its contained. What sucks about these 2 things is that I am embarrassed and ashamed of both of them, though I did not cause either one. I have never been one to air my dirty laundry in public, so instead I suffer and grieve silently and alone.
I'll put on a happy face in public and I'll continue but life sucks right now! I just want to lie in bed all day and hide. I don't want to face the world. I wish I could open up and tell someone but I just can't expose myself or my family like that.
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